CAFFEINE FREE

i have to tell you about my awesomest, fantastical, phenomenal (just to describe it in a few words) dream last night! im going to rattle bimbotically and incoherently because. just because!

okay, so apprarently, the cast of gossip girls came over to singapore (or wherever i was at that point of time), to attend an event. ed westwick and chace crawford were the two most vivid characters in my dream and the rest were a blur. no points for guessing why. and they were guest stars for this show i was acting in together with a whole bunch of other people. anyway, as you would have guessed, ed westwick was the highlight of my dream, and when we were at some event for that non-existant show (which i probably had about 2 seconds of cameo time), ed looked me in the eye and smiled!! and then he came over to ask me something which i couldnt hear/cant remember because i was trying too hard to keep my heart from bouncing out of my ribcage at the rate it was thumping.
let me revel in extreme happiness for a while here*

now, the gg cast have got to go back the next day, so all of us (those involved in that imaginary show) sent them off. all of them left one by one in seperate vehicles, strangely, but anything is possible in a dream with no budget limits. ed's ride was the last anddddd..... he came over to say goodbye to me. our conversation went something like this:

ed: "hey christine, it was really nice meeting you and working together."
me: "thank you.." (blushing like crazy although really disappointed that he's leaving)
ed: "i'll probably come by again soon." (gives a sexy lazy slow smile like how he usually does)
-his ride arrives-
ed: " hey look, do you have msn or something? we could keep in touch." (i have no idea why he said msn, it could have been yahoo, AOL or whatever he uses but i use msn, so he has to use msn too. HAHA.)
me: " yes i do!!! (miraculously and conveniently, i have a pen and paper in hand and writes him my email with a hand shaking from much much much happiness and a violent heart.)

i swear i was smiling like a idiot in my sleep because at that point, i woke up from a jaw ache. give me more jaw aches from smiling too much because of awesome, fantastic, phenomenal dreams like these anytime.

just because, he's chuck bass.