CAFFEINE FREE

i clicked on "new post" and poised my fingers on the keyboard, staring at the blinking cursor. the seconds pass and all that i had built up inside me settled like sand in the sea. i couldnt start, didnt know how to start. typed, "i wish we could stop ourselves from". from what? there was no right word to describe it. pressed the delete button for way too long, wanting everything to disappear, be gone. i closed the draft. save draft? no.