CAFFEINE FREE

because im so busy with work i have no time to attend my stupid driving lessons, hence i tried "try-sell" out for the first time and nobody wants to buy my slot. ive been logging onto bbdc for about 10 times since 4 hours ago and it's still not taken. GAH. i hate false hopes. you put the slot up for sale knowing in your heart it's 2am now and no one is going to decide to book an impromptu driving lesson for tomorrow afternoon, yet you still hang on to the glimmer of whatever's left, refusing to "take-back" that stupid slot, thinking that it's gonna get sold, somehow. it's like having an argument with your boyfriend. hoping that he'll call you back and apologise when you know in your heart that he probably thinks youre okay, when you said , "it's okay." of course it's not okay! everyone knows that when a girl says she's okay, she's obviously not. but men will always be dense like that, and you cant help but have that tiny bit of hope that your boy isnt like all the other guys. but of course, as usual, he is.